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May 2012

Hello Confession/ Overshare Thursday

Following Valerie and this post I’ll talk about about me for a minute. 

I flake out on people too often. Not because I don’t care about them or want to see them, but because sometimes I don’t have the energy to socialize. I don’t answer the text, email or phone call. I forget to respond to the Facebook message or Twitter DM and then I spend the next two weeks beating myself up about it instead of reaching out. 

I’ve gained at least 15lbs in the last three three months. Thank you last semester of grad school. 

I wish I were further along in my career. 29 and just finished college with little field-specific experience is not where I thought I would be and it’s hard on my ego. I’m also nervous about losing my job oh, every day or so.

I don’t know if I want kids. Maybe one, maybe. I love kids but I can’t handle the responsibilities of being a pet owner; I have no idea what I would do with children.

I read blogs that are written like fairytales. Happy families, great houses, parties, friends, trips, dream life. It’s torture because I don’t believe my life will ever look like that. Not even a little bit. I should probably stop either reading them or stop thinking about my life that way.

I have absolutely no idea what my future will look like in 5 months, let alone 5 years. I am a girl without a plan.

May 31, 201225 notes
#insecurities I haz them #debt too #also I haven't changed my car's oil in a year
Marathon Runner Yellow Ostrich

Yellow Ostrich // Marathon Runner [ free download ]

I can live in other people’s lives -
I can’t stop putting on other people’s clothes
I love them ‘til I leave

I am a marathon runner
and my legs are sore
and I’m anxious to see
what I’m running for
I am a hot air balloon
on a sailboat
I would make this my home
if I’d learned to float

So take my treasures, take my earthly life, I’ll try to cry,
I will live without the things I love the best
So hold them to your chest
I will lose my faces, lose my stolen wigs, the heads of kings
I will run until I know what to believe

May 31, 2012141 notes
#yellow ostrich #marathon runner #music
May 31, 201230,855 notes
#ron swanson #bacon
May 30, 201215 notes
#gpoyw #don't leeeeeeeeave me #stupid brazil
May 30, 2012208 notes
#accidental chinese hipsters
May 30, 20125,021 notes
12 Famous Book Titles That Come From Poetry → blogs.publishersweekly.com

juliasegal:

1. The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold - “I Knew a Woman” by Theodore Roethke

I knew a woman, lovely in her bones,
When small birds sighed, she would sigh back at them;
Ah, when she moved, she moved more ways than one:
The shapes a bright container can contain! 

2. A Handful of Dust by Evelyn Waugh - The Waste Land by T.S. Eliot

…I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust. 

3. Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe - “The Second Coming” by William Butler Yeats

Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold; 

4. Of Mice and Men by John Steinbeck - “To a Mouse, on Turning Her Up in Her Nest with the Plough” by Robert Burns

But little Mouse, you are not alone,
In proving foresight may be vain:
The best laid schemes of mice and men
Go often askew,
And leave us nothing but grief and pain,
For promised joy! 

5. Far from the Madding Crowd by Thomas Hardy - “Elegy Written in a Country Churchyard” by Thomas Gray

Far from the madding crowd’s ignoble strife
Their sober wishes never learn’d to stray;
Along the cool sequester’d vale of life
They kept the noiseless tenor of their way.

6. Remembrance of Things Past by Marcel Proust - “Sonnet 30″ by William Shakespeare

When to the sessions of sweet silent thought
I summon up remembrance of things past,
I sigh the lack of many a thing I sought,
And with old woes new wail my dear time’s waste:

7. Endless Night by Agatha Christie - “Auguries of Innocence” by William Blake

Every night and every morn,
Some to misery are born,
Every morn and every night,
Some are born to sweet delight.
Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.

8. For Whom the Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway - “Meditation XVII” by John Donne

No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend’s or of thine own were; any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.

9. The Heart is a Lonely Hunter by Carson McCullers - “The Lonely Hunter” by William Sharp

O never a green leaf whispers, where the green-gold branches swing:
O never a song I hear now, where one was wont to sing.
Here in the heart of Summer, sweet is life to me still,
But my heart is a lonely hunter that hunts on a lonely hill.

10. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou - “Sympathy” by Paul Laurence Dunbar

It is not a carol of joy or glee,
But a prayer that he sends from his heart’s deep core,
But a plea, that upward to Heaven he flings —
I know why the caged bird sings!

11. Tender is the Night by F. Scott Fitzgerald - “Ode to a Nightingale” by John Keats

Already with thee! tender is the night,
And haply the Queen-Moon is on her throne,
Cluster’d around by all her starry Fays
But here there is no light,
Save what from heaven is with the breezes blown
Through verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

12. A Passage to India by E.M. Forster - Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman

Passage to India!
Struggles of many a captain–tales of many a sailor dead!
Over my mood, stealing and spreading they come,
Like clouds and cloudlets in the unreach’d sky.

May 29, 20122,518 notes

You make your world funny so you can live in it. 

I make my world beautiful so I can live in it.

Oh, what a wonderful world

we would make together.

May 29, 20125 notes
#earth 2
May 29, 2012166 notes
Play
May 29, 2012291 notes
#garfunkel and oates #the same woman 2 years apart #29 sucks balls
“Find what you love and let it kill you.” —Charles Bukowski
May 29, 201240,600 notes
#Charles Bukowski #quote
Hello Memorial Day

Because America.

image

May 28, 2012251 notes
#ron swanson #memorial day
May 28, 20121,045 notes
#art #mucha #art nouveau
Hiding My Heart Adele

Hiding My Hear Away - Adele

So this is how the story went

I met someone by accident
That blew me away
That blew me away

It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

And I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face under the morning sun
But like everything I’ve ever known
I’m sure you’ll go one day

So I’ll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
And I can’t spend my whole life hiding my heart away

May 27, 201239 notes
#adele #hiding my heart away #music #earth 2 forever
Play
May 25, 20122 notes
#the swell season #in these arms #music
May 25, 2012268,196 notes
#fuzzyanimalfriday #puppy #so excited
May 24, 2012835 notes
#art
“The way her body existed only where he touched her. The rest of her was smoke.” —Arundhati Roy
May 24, 2012350 notes
#quote #Arundhati Roy
May 23, 20121,087 notes
#brunch #print
Myth Beach House

Beach House || Myth

Hello nice song. 

The whole album is beautiful, really.

May 23, 2012147 notes
#beach house #myth #music
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