Hello Monday morning and pretty flowers,

I didn’t fall asleep until 2am.

Cleaning my entire apartment at midnight

might have contributed to my inability to sleep.

Also lots of questions knocking around in my brain.

Lots of fears, a looming insecurity

I can’t seem to shake.

Things will change, they always do

but will they be the change I want to see

or something else?

Probably something else.

I just need to breathe through this week.