Obsessing Over: Shoes. I have a habit of filling online shopping carts full of glorious shoe options and leaving them there, orphaned. Because I know they’re emotionally driven purchases, I can’t justify pushing that “confirm order” button. Oh, wait, I just did. Shoe-buying is becoming a problem.

Working On: Work. Attending to emails, messages, texts, and the like a little quicker. Trying to be more reliable in general. Yeah, working on it.

Thinking About: How much I’ve learned about myself in the last few months. Not all good lessons (some too difficult for words or blog posts) but I see real growth potential. 

Anticipating: Weekend roadtrip to Corpus Christi. I’m going with Roommate and two of our friends to attend one of their friend’s wedding. I won’t be at the wedding because I don’t know the bride and groom directly, I’m just along for the beach and booze ride. 

Listening To: A Spotify playlist of my own concoction. Playlist-making is becoming a serious problem. 

Drinking: Coke Zero. I tried to give up sodas this week. I failed.

Wishing: Life made m teensy bit more sense. I don’t want to know the future or have a plan mapped out, but I’m in a constant search for anchor holds, anything stable to grasp so I don’t free fall to the bottom of the canyon. I’ve lost a lot. I’ve let go too. Why am I still afraid of the fall?